Thanks For Your Tenderness

Thank you for being so gentle
Holding your love
Waiting quietly for me
My two hands were also shaking
But what can I give you?
I'm just somebody he forgets.
And that made my heart instantly empty
I will embed you in my heart
Maybe someday later
a dream will grow from within

I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart done this?
I actually wanted to come closer to you
but in the end I stayed along till dawn
I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart been this way?
the beauty of love is always in loneliness
I will give you the best of my love

Thank you for being so gentle
the light with a smile
it only warms me up
but doesn't disturb my winter
I still haven't decided where to go yet
so I can't promise to let you accompany me
because I'm afraid you'll be like me
I will embed you in my heart
Maybe someday later
a dream will grow from within

I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart done this?
I actually wanted to come closer to you
but in the end I stayed along till dawn
I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart been this way?
the beauty of love is always in loneliness
I will give you the best of my love

Thank you for being so gentle
the light with a smile
it only warms me up
but doesn't disturb my winter
I still haven't decided where to go yet
so I can't promise to let you accompany me
because I'm afraid you'll be like me
I will embed you in my heart
Maybe someday later
a dream will grow from within

I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart done this?
I actually wanted to come closer to you
but in the end I stayed along till dawn
I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart been this way?
the beauty of love is always in loneliness
I will give you the best of my love

HAPPY 999!

Wow, so much has happened since I came home...

Jaebeom left 2PM, the age of girlbands has begun, GD's solo CD hit top charts, AND DANIELA IS ROOMING HERE FOR LIKE A WEEK! :D The only bad thing about that is that she's a bit of a neat freak, and I'm a walking mess. My theory is that organized people are just too lazy to look for things.
So mom said to me this morning: "Before you send in your college applications, why don't you take all of that Chinese junk off of your Facebook? You look like a brainless twit."
WHAT
THE
FUCK.
Sorry mom, but número uno, it's not just Chinese because there's Korean, Taiwanese, and Japanese stuff on there too. And dos, this "junk" you speak of is an artist's expression of their very being, this music is an extension of their human souls. Tres, there's nothing on my Facebook that any college will dislike, rather they will be impressed by my global interests and will like the face that I take interest in cultures other than my own: I know that there's more to the world than "ZOMG AMERICA IS PWNING TEH WORLD." Finalmente, my Facebook, unlike yours, is set on PRIVATE, so nobody can read anything without my okay.

SO, suck it. I ain't taking nothing off of my Facebook.

I'm sort of ashamed that my mom can be so closed-minded and stereotypical, being Danish and all...

But no mind, nadie necesita comprender a mi todo el tiempo. The world may never understand me, but I'm cool with that. If there's one thing I learned in Denmark, it's that I need to accept myself before the world can accept me.

On that note, I've decided to try something new this year, I'm helping Miki-hime do the costumes for the drama department's fall play: "Flowers for Algernon." Never read the book, all I know is that I have to deal with the lead character's actor having dreadlocks. Yaaaay. At least doing the costumes is fun!

Erin also wants to start up the astronomy club again (YAY STAR NERDS! :D), which I'm all game for, that stuff looks great on college resumés. The only thing is that it's a hard club to maintain, plan, and recruit new members for... hope I'm up to the challenge! The sweatshirts are a great bonus too, I'd join just for those!

The whole college crunch is really starting to set in, I have to retake my ACTs, get the rest of my recommendation letters in, and fill out my applications. This bites the big one, I have seriously no time for anything fun anymore taking into account AP English, work, costumes, astronomy club and college stuff.

Time to go put up more posters~!