Raining

You coloured the landscape with warmth and tranquility

And for the first time, I knew the scent of love

Bathed in radiant sunlight, nothing could make me fear

But that brightness made shadows invisible

If I tightly held your hand

With what kind of strength

Things like those other people

Might have been gone for good

Like not getting wet in the unending rain

Shoulder pressed to the way home

From that place you disappeared

Even now, the rain keeps falling on me

As time flows by

My feelings are on the road towards you

With the scent of first love

If I could walk towards

The deepest part of your heart

With shaking shoulders, I wonder,

If we could just meet honestly

If the unending rain could

Roughly wash away my mistakes

I'd search for the words to reach you

But even now, the rain keeps falling

I can see your face floating behind my eyelids

After the tears, everything about you

I don't want to forget, I can't forget

Grief is just like this

Like not getting wet in the unending rain

Shoulder pressed to the way home

From that place you disappeared

Even now, the rain keeps falling on me

Timeless

Baby come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you feel my love reaching out to you

Timeless
Don't let it end, oh no
Now that you're right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don't let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It's just timeless love

I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me I know I feel it too
So let's sail away and meet forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn't let the moment pass
You making me shiver let's make it last
Why should we lose it?
Don't ever let me go

Timeless
Don't let it end, oh no
Now that you're right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don't let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It's just timeless love

Timeless
Baby, it's timeless
Oh, baby it's timeless

Timeless
Don't let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
This is timeless
This is timeless...

Love

Blue Tomorrow

When it’s tomorrow, we agree not to meet again
Sitting in the shop at the end of the road, I ordered a cup of "missing you"
When it’s tomorrow, we can only let love pass by
Before daybreak, two people's smiling faces become a yellowed photograph

Around me (loneliness is spreading)
Vision (is being blurred by tears)
I left “I love you” at the bottom of my heart and put them on the tip of my lips

When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

Love is still lingering in my room
Before the memory becomes real, in a moment
It felt like you were in front of my eyes

Around me (loneliness is spreading)
This vision (is being blurred by tears)
A sentence “I love you”, I left it deep in the bottom of my heart
and put it on the tip of my lips

When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

Without you, love starts to hibernate
Loneliness will occupy every day
I stand under the streetlight, on the side of the cold street
That place where we once embraced
Is the roof under which we once seek shelter from the rain together, oh

When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I keep looking forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no

I still reminisce the past when we were in love
I’m still waiting for you to come back to my side
Tears are falling on the side of my cold pillow
I hit pause on time until you appear again
I cannot stand each of the days without you, oh no

I love you, it will not change
I’ll be loving you till eternity

Me

Run, dance facing the wind and waves

Take away troubles

Only want to hold on to this moment, this second

Laughter and taste of youth fill the air

It's a beautiful and gorgeous pigment

The world no longer only has signs of loneliness

Never wavered, never stopped building

OH~ The castle of dreams

I will quietly pray

To see your smile once again

It's gonna be me

Throw away your troubles and run

It's gonna be me

Listen to my heart's earnest beating

Pull you into my arms,

what is more important than you?

Wonderful like a fairy tale

It's gonna be me

I want to tightly grab you

It's gonna be me

The omen of happiness, will be known the next second

At least can touch the wet edges of your eyes

Sleeping quietly next to me

It's gonna be me

Laughter and taste of youth fill the air

It's a beautiful and gorgeous pigment

The world no longer only has signs of loneliness

Never wavered, never stopped building

OH~ The castle of dreams

I will quietly pray

To see your smile once again

It's gonna be me

Throw away your troubles and run

It's gonna be me

Listen to my heart's earnest beating

Pull you into my arms, what is more important than you?

Wonderful like a fairy tale

I'm your coat, love won't catch a cold, chase away all the troubles

Sadness can lessen, we can be good

I can't stop missing you, you are the remedy

It's gonna be me

The sky is no longer full of clouds

It's gonna be me

Don't wanna say goodbye

Declare to the world, proudly

I'm loving you

It's gonna be me

Throw away your troubles

and run trouble to ruin

It's gonna be me

Listen to my heart's honest beating

Can you hear?

Pull you into my arms, what is more important than your love?

Wonderful like a fairy tale

It's gonna be(me)

I want to tightly grab you

I must embrace you tightly

It's gonna be me

The omen of happiness, will be known the next second

As soon as your eyes open

At least can touch the wet edges of your eyes

You shine so bright

Sleeping quietly next to me

It's gonna be me

Happiness' Eyes

I never once forgot you
I thought of only you
Then what about you?
Did you forget me?
My tears fall from my eyes
I feel betrayed

I thought of finding you
I honestly have no clue, I don't really know
In my eyes,
you are the only one in the world
I don't have anything to say
I can't go forward without you
I don't have tears
Look at me in front of you
Me, who lives for you alone

The time came for us to meet
You are in front of me
crying with nervousness
I wiped your tears
then I held your hand
I'm going to rise and give you,
who's been with me
happiness

With my eyes, I long for you
In my heart, I've found you
I can see the light that brightens me
I can't let go of the eternal happiness
Can you see me?
Call my name!
By your side I will stay
I love you!
Let's be together, you and me forever

I never once forgot you
I thought of only you
Then what about you?
Did you forget me?
My tears fall from my eyes
I feel betrayed

The time came for us to meet
You are in front of me
crying with nervousness
I dried your tears
then I held your hand
I'm going to rise and give you,
who's been with me
happiness

With my eyes, I long for you
In my heart, I've found you
I can see the light that brightens me
I can't let go of the eternal happiness
Can you see me?
Call my name! By your side
I will stay
I love you!
Let's be together, you and me forever

The happiness
that the bluebirds give
is always near to us

With my eyes, I long for you
In my heart, I've found you
I can see the light that brightens me
I can't let go of the eternal happiness
Can you see me?
Call my name!
Open your heart whenever
and see that I'm always in front of you
Call my name! By your side
I will stay
I love you!
Let's be together, you and me forever

Thanks For Your Tenderness

Thank you for being so gentle
Holding your love
Waiting quietly for me
My two hands were also shaking
But what can I give you?
I'm just somebody he forgets.
And that made my heart instantly empty
I will embed you in my heart
Maybe someday later
a dream will grow from within

I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart done this?
I actually wanted to come closer to you
but in the end I stayed along till dawn
I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart been this way?
the beauty of love is always in loneliness
I will give you the best of my love

Thank you for being so gentle
the light with a smile
it only warms me up
but doesn't disturb my winter
I still haven't decided where to go yet
so I can't promise to let you accompany me
because I'm afraid you'll be like me
I will embed you in my heart
Maybe someday later
a dream will grow from within

I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart done this?
I actually wanted to come closer to you
but in the end I stayed along till dawn
I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart been this way?
the beauty of love is always in loneliness
I will give you the best of my love

Thank you for being so gentle
the light with a smile
it only warms me up
but doesn't disturb my winter
I still haven't decided where to go yet
so I can't promise to let you accompany me
because I'm afraid you'll be like me
I will embed you in my heart
Maybe someday later
a dream will grow from within

I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart done this?
I actually wanted to come closer to you
but in the end I stayed along till dawn
I don't know, I don't understand, I don't want
Why has my heart been this way?
the beauty of love is always in loneliness
I will give you the best of my love

HAPPY 999!

Wow, so much has happened since I came home...

Jaebeom left 2PM, the age of girlbands has begun, GD's solo CD hit top charts, AND DANIELA IS ROOMING HERE FOR LIKE A WEEK! :D The only bad thing about that is that she's a bit of a neat freak, and I'm a walking mess. My theory is that organized people are just too lazy to look for things.
So mom said to me this morning: "Before you send in your college applications, why don't you take all of that Chinese junk off of your Facebook? You look like a brainless twit."
WHAT
THE
FUCK.
Sorry mom, but número uno, it's not just Chinese because there's Korean, Taiwanese, and Japanese stuff on there too. And dos, this "junk" you speak of is an artist's expression of their very being, this music is an extension of their human souls. Tres, there's nothing on my Facebook that any college will dislike, rather they will be impressed by my global interests and will like the face that I take interest in cultures other than my own: I know that there's more to the world than "ZOMG AMERICA IS PWNING TEH WORLD." Finalmente, my Facebook, unlike yours, is set on PRIVATE, so nobody can read anything without my okay.

SO, suck it. I ain't taking nothing off of my Facebook.

I'm sort of ashamed that my mom can be so closed-minded and stereotypical, being Danish and all...

But no mind, nadie necesita comprender a mi todo el tiempo. The world may never understand me, but I'm cool with that. If there's one thing I learned in Denmark, it's that I need to accept myself before the world can accept me.

On that note, I've decided to try something new this year, I'm helping Miki-hime do the costumes for the drama department's fall play: "Flowers for Algernon." Never read the book, all I know is that I have to deal with the lead character's actor having dreadlocks. Yaaaay. At least doing the costumes is fun!

Erin also wants to start up the astronomy club again (YAY STAR NERDS! :D), which I'm all game for, that stuff looks great on college resumés. The only thing is that it's a hard club to maintain, plan, and recruit new members for... hope I'm up to the challenge! The sweatshirts are a great bonus too, I'd join just for those!

The whole college crunch is really starting to set in, I have to retake my ACTs, get the rest of my recommendation letters in, and fill out my applications. This bites the big one, I have seriously no time for anything fun anymore taking into account AP English, work, costumes, astronomy club and college stuff.

Time to go put up more posters~!