Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Blood Triangle


It's the same case everyday...a place that produces an endless amount of deaths.
Did compassion disappear from this land?

I won't see it anymore. I won't hear of the crashing reality.
Don't calculate everything by its worth...people are an important existence.

Tears of blood are falling again because of our dulled hearts.
What will motivate me now?
Like the things that once filled our worlds with beauty,
the dreams we had for the future died.

No one can take it.
There are no tears to shed.
I can't take the pain that is penetrating deeply through my bones.

You've got the Power! You have the power to make things right.
Don't waste, and light the talks that concern humanity.

I don't know, why hate this moment.
People are not saying it's boring...Why do you tell me Lies?

Tears of blood are falling again because of our dulled hearts.
What will motivate me now?
Like the things that once filled our worlds with beauty,
the dreams we had for the future died.

Look at the eyes of the ones you love.
Don't you see their happiness?
Tell them that this world is full of valuable things.

What do I do? I am standing silently in front of the things that people have thrown away. This is not right.
What do I do? I'm diseased...I can't bear to just stand still and watch this happen.

Someday, one day.
next to the problems that you have thrown away, you were left behind and I was left behind.
Don't observe other people's pains with joy! It will become a boomerang.
One Flow, we want the flow, we got the flow we want the flow.
I got the flow, Show, Now I'm growling on earth
What do you want to show us? Is it so funny? I say no!

We don't want it anymore...
I believe that you can change it,
even in the darkness, all the way to the end of the sword

No one can take it.
There are no tears to shed.
I can't take the pain that is penetrating deeply through my bones.

Show us the pain of your broken hearts
So that I can help you...show me the road.
Like the things that fill this world with beauty
we have to make it so that we will treasure this place.

Monday, December 29, 2008

Purple Line


Now I see this way
It looks like purple line
Gotta introduce myself

I can’t even feel this world,
seized by these suspicions
There are times I cannot even take a step forwards
Really wanna get in touch with myself,
even though I wish for a miracle
Without a strong heart, I can’t move forward
Right now!

Purple line, let me set up my world!
No one else has ever walked this way
Embrace your dreams and keep searching for the way to live
My progression to be “me”
With your strong feelings in hand, show that you can seize victory
A purple line of passion

When challenges assail me,
my heart becomes completely out of my control
But I won’t run away if this is what it takes to grow
As I say this to myself,
I’ll overcome it all, right now!

Purple line, let me set up my world!
No one else has ever walked this way
Embrace hope, keep gazing toward the future
Into my progression, I’ll put my wishes
I’ll never give up
A purple line of truth

As we engrave this moment on our hearts
Let’s paint time like a movie
To find a “now” that’s worth more than the yesterdays,
Imagine an evolving premonition… oh-oh

Yo! Check it!
This way of thinking, like all is lost
You must be loving your way
Because we must move forward
Let me, with my strength help you
Such as things that you do
Keep on working like that
Only your goal will decide
Then we’ll hurl into our past
And show you what’s between

The world’s contrasts:
black and white, light and darkness, like south and north
Good and evil are smiling, beckoning me
In order to follow the path I believe
My soul will keep shouting out
We gotta purple like that. My time is still going on...

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Heartbreak Hotel



I'm probably the stupidest person alive.
I let the same guy break my heart three times.
We'd talked and been friendly for three years now, and he shot me down three times: once, when I told him that I liked him during Freshman year, once again when I asked him to homecoming Sophomore year, and again this year on the day after Christmas.
You know how sometimes you think you've found the person who fits you perfectly, who you accept as they are and seems to understand you? I had that, and it turned out that he liked my mind, but not my body.
He: I'm not sexually attracted to you. I can never picture us together.
Me: Wait, you like my personality, but not my physical looks?
I hate men.
I really have given up on the possibility of a working high school relationship anywhere in my near future. I should probably get my head out of the clouds and put more focus into my studies.
I really wish I had more to talk about, but this is the most pressing matter on my mind. My resolution for the new year is to stop worrying about boys and find other outlets. I need to assert my status as a strong, independent woman who does not need a boyfriend to make her complete.
Happy new year.

How Could I Let Myself Fall For You?


Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
But you've already chosen a different path

Why couldn't I call out to you at all?
Every day and night growing emotions
And words overflow
But I realized that
They'd never reach you again

Since that day I first met you
I felt like I already knew you
You and I melded into each other so smoothly

It was natural for me to be where you were
The two of us grew together
But you have already chosen a different path

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
Now we can't turn back

You said we weren't meant to be
You turned away and ran from me
As I saw you leave me behind
I could not help but ask myself "why?"

You did not want me by your side
Standing through all that would come
How could I let you pass me by?
Why could I not let go?

Why did I end up falling for you?
How we were before
We cannot return to it anymore
I've thought it through, thought it through

Why didn't I hold on to your hand?
No matter how much time has passed
You should have always been by my side
My feelings have never changed
I still love you

But still, even if I'm nowhere near you anymore
I am praying that you shall never be sad
May you be happy for eternity
No matter how much that would make me lonely
No matter how lonely...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

A Tearful Star (Inspired by Arashi's "Namida no Nagareboshi")




Look at the sky, you can see a star
It's just simply there, beautifully shining

Listen to the stars, can you hear them?
They're just simply there, softly twinkling

I wish upon a shooting star that you will wipe your tears
I just want you to be here, smiling gently

Look at the sky, the day breaks
Right here, right now, a new day is beginning

I want to protect that smile of yours, which is bathed in the sun's light
Right here, right now, I want to hold hands and keep on walking

Let me walk with you, so beautiful and radiant.
Put your warm hand in mine.

I wish upon a shooting star that you will wipe your tears
I just want you to be here, smiling gently

Look at the sky, the day breaks
Right here, right now, a new day is beginning

Now when you gaze into the sky, you can see that star
In it's place, never wanting to stop beautifully shining

Look at the sky, the day breaks
Right here, right now, a new day is beginning

A new day I can face
When we walk together.

Monday, December 15, 2008

You're My Melody




When I close my eyes,
I hear the quiet sounds which are audible.
Your feelings, your small thoughts.

I’m sorry that I couldn’t hear you over to the unnecessary sounds of my heart.
The times of tears is now history, so don’t worry,
Because...

You’re my melody, I’ll carry you on and on.
You’re my song, my life’s soundtrack.
I love you, for you brighten up my life’s stage.
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song.

The times when my pride didn’t want to say "I’m sorry,"
My heart was extremely poor.
Will you come to me when my spirit is drying up?
When I’m about to break down?
Even the saddest times have an end just like a song,
Because...

It’s your love, your overflowing love, how you showed me love.
You’re my rhythm, my life’s present.
Please become the beautiful dream of my life timelessly.
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song.

The numerous sad love songs,
Although they seem to be about us,
You’re the most special person right now by my side.
When you close your eyes, the sounds you hear, your heart,
I’ll sing them now.

You’re my melody, I’ll carry you on and on.
You’re my song, my life’s soundtrack.
I love you, for you brighten up my life’s stage.
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song.

It’s your love, your overflowing love, how you showed me love.
You’re my rhythm, my life’s present.
Please become the beautiful dream of my life timelessly.
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song.

It’s your love, your overflowing love, how you showed me love,
You’re my rhythm, my life’s present,
Please become the beautiful dream of my life timelessly,
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

The Sinful Sun



It's the sinful sun!

Just for a second, won't you show me?
I'm falling down from your sexy pheromones.

Ah, it looks like I'm going to touch you,
but I can't!
Little by little, my pulse gets faster,
I can't be stopped!

Memories of the words that we exchanged are far off,
trembling with the movement of my mouth.
I stroked your wet hair, and ah~

Not continuing on from ABC, you can't do that.
But aren't things different inside of your heart?
My youth, there's no such thing.
I want to finish it off passionately,
inside of me.
I definitely don't want to be without you,
I'm the sinful sun, na na~

A "red thread" is a pipe dream,
but I want to believe in my motives.
I'm right, you're right too; but anyway,
I won't be controlled anymore.

Deceiving and being deceived,
my heart aches.
A terrible drama brings the night to a climax,
Our breaths meet each other's ears, ah~

Not continuing on from ABC, you can't do that.
But aren't things different inside of your heart?
My youth, there's no such thing.
I want to finish it off passionately,
inside of me.
I definitely don't want to be without you,
I'm thesinful sun, na na~

Memories of the words that we exchanged are far off,
trembling with the movement of my mouth.
I stroked your wet hair, and ah~

Not continuing on from ABC, you can't do that.
But aren't things different inside of your heart?
My youth, there's no such thing.
I want to finish it off passionately,
inside of me.
I definitely don't want to be without you,
I'm the sinful sun.
Our threads are entangled,
a red thread binds you and I together.
Na na~

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Picture of You



After the after glow sets,
I’m going towards you,
Following the lights which turn on one by one.

I’ll embrace you,
Before the cold wind makes your shoulders flinch.

I love you,
The foolish you,
You’re so precious to me.

As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I’ve prayed for,
They’re going towards you with my sincere scent.

I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning,
Will be able to come true.

I’ll wait for you,
I’ll never let go of your hands.
Even if it’s only tears,
I’ll wipe them away for you.

Although we are not able to see the end,
No matter how bumpy our road is,
I’ll promise you, please be mine.

As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I’ve prayed for,
They’re going towards you with my sincere scent,
More than the air I breathe.

‘I love you’ ‘You’re the only one’,
I want to yell those words out into the sky.
I love you, my heart feels like bursting,
And my soul calls out to you.

No matter how many times they find us,
No matter if we can’t breathe,

Like those invisible flower-like smiles,
Which shine just like the stars,
I’ll keep your beauty safe.

As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
I love you, I love you,
You’re the most beautiful in this world,
This dream-like heart,
More than the air I breathe.

A RA SHI, A RA SHI, For Dream!

A RA SHI, A RA SHI, For Dream!