How Could I Let Myself Fall For You?

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
But you've already chosen a different path

Why couldn't I call out to you at all?
Every day and night growing emotions
And words overflow
But I realized that
They'd never reach you again

Since that day I first met you
I felt like I already knew you
You and I melded into each other so smoothly

It was natural for me to be where you were
The two of us grew together
But you have already chosen a different path

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
Now we can't turn back

You said we weren't meant to be
You turned away and ran from me
As I saw you leave me behind
I could not help but ask myself "why?"

You did not want me by your side
Standing through all that would come
How could I let you pass me by?
Why could I not let go?

Why did I end up falling for you?
How we were before
We cannot return to it anymore
I've thought it through, thought it through

Why didn't I hold on to your hand?
No matter how much time has passed
You should have always been by my side
My feelings have never changed
I still love you

But still, even if I'm nowhere near you anymore
I am praying that you shall never be sad
May you be happy for eternity
No matter how much that would make me lonely
No matter how lonely...